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Stream of consciousness

Gone.
It’s the first word that crept into my mind. It’s the word that sticks, repeating itself over, and over and over again. Worming deep into every part of me. In the silence that follows the storm only one word can be found to describe it. No other words fit. There are no other words.

Just gone. All gone.
And I wonder what I must do now.  I have nothing. There is nothing. It is gone. If I have nothing, what does that make me? Do I become nothing?
Gone.
I’m not dead, so I’m not important. I do not count in the toll of casualties. What does

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Counting before I beginStanding at the checkout, I feel a rush of nausea, The sharp sting of acid in my nose, And tears on my cheeks.
They are looking at me, Under their gaze I am huge, Buying too much, I hide behind my scarf.
I am scared someone I know Might drive past us, and realise Where we’ve been. And exactly How I am counting before I start. Counting before I begin
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Potato FamineDavid says it’s a punishment. He says God is angry and has chosen Ireland’s people to be punished. Mum hushes him when he talks like that. I see my family fading away and my friends disappear, I see how smiles no longer play around my mother’s eyes and I see the grim, haggard expression taking over my father’s face and I wonder why God is punishing the good. I wonder what God would sanction this. I don’t pray much anymore.

Dad used to take me to the fields; he’d delight in showing me the spotted cream pebble which he said was a blessing and I’d wonder how something so common could be so preciou Potato Famine
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Stream of consciousnessGone.
It’s the first word that crept into my mind. It’s the word that sticks, repeating itself over, and over and over again. Worming deep into every part of me. In the silence that follows the storm only one word can be found to describe it. No other words fit. There are no other words.

Just gone. All gone.
And I wonder what I must do now.  I have nothing. There is nothing. It is gone. If I have nothing, what does that make me? Do I become nothing?
Gone.
I’m not dead, so I’m not important. I do not count in the toll of casualties. What does Stream of consciousness
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Now's not the time'Now's not the time to mess it up To take a chance, to push your luck It's not the time to break apart Or simply bank on a fresh start.'
Repeated, these are what I hear As the deadline for the course draws near, Yet the promise of that good grade Is starting to slip and be unmade.
'It's not the time to fall apart' But I just don't know where to start, And no matter how much I write I just can't seem to get it right.
There's extra exams, to secure that score 'If you work hard there's a few points more' Then there's the teacher who says I wo Now's not the time
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Current Residence: Buckinghamshire
Interests: Music, writing, drawing, science, maths
Favourite movie: Notting hill, Music and lyrics, North Country, Hotel Rwanda
Favourite genre of music: Anything other than rap to be honest
Favourite poet or writer: Not writers as such anymore.. but books. I just love books.
Personal Quote: There are 10 types of people. Those that understand binary, and those that don'y.

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~wakingnitemare

Jul 22, 2008, 10:09:57 AM

thanks for the

~frozen-sunlight

Jul 29, 2008, 3:24:38 AM

You're welcome

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Jun 22, 2008, 1:00:13 PM

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